My night was filled with even more wacky dreams. But when these happen now, I remember that it’s just me “detoxing”. I distinctly remember having a snake chasing me, and feeling afraid. My pals over at dreammoods.com tell me that:
If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can’t be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive change.
Of course my acupuncturist says its the Kundalini rising.
I was worried slightly about the Ayuvedic workshop I was supposed to teach, not because of doing it but because I’ve heard nothing from the studio owner yet. Luckily it’s not too far, so if I show up and it’s off, it won’t be a big deal.
Weigh in is 113.6. Great direction. Not fast enough! The cleanse stated more like 10 lbs in 7 days. That’s 2.4 for me folks. And I’m not even having the fruit two nights a week as “dessert” which you can have. Though I admit to having 5 strawberries before bed last night because I was hungry. And I’m still working out. I skipped my bath the night before because I ran out of time in the day, and I had someone coming to look at it today so hopefully I’ll have a better experience when the tub actually holds water. I’m was also supposed to do a sushi dinner this night. I wasn’t worried about that — I was worried about temptation to get an alcoholic beverage!
At the gym I decided that yes, I’m doing this for at least another 7 days. Why? A bunch of reasons:
- I remember it takes my body about 3 weeks to react to things like this. So, one isn’t enough time.
- I like the routine, and the food. I don’t have to think about it so much, which is nice given my busy schedule.
- I am noticing some changes in my body that I’m liking, and looking good for a trip to Austin in a few weeks, where the weather will likely be lovely and I’ll want to fit into more of my clothes, is something that’s motivating.
- I am losing weight, and I do feel better. My skin has improved (except for matching pimples at my temples as of late–coincidence of where the toxins are trying to escape? LOL).
- Honestly, I like the excuse of “being on a cleanse” for avoiding things, even if it’s just me fighting with myself. “Ooh, Starbucks.” “Nope, cleanse!” “Oh right, OK!”
- Some of the rings that haven’t been fitting me do now. I had started feeling puffy a few months ago, and thought it coincided with new medication I was taking, but I think now it was more the caffeine and alcohol I got myself back to drinking. This cleanse is targeted at removing toxins and inflammation, so in that sense, perhaps it’s working.
I tried a different smoothie recipe in the morning, this one with silken tofu and soy milk instead of rice protein powder. I can’t say I like it as much, though it was pink from all the strawberries I put in! However, it wasn’t a fair comparison. I skipped the tablespoon of nut butter since I had 10 almonds before going to the gym. Figured I had been nutty enough.
At 10:30 I had decided to treat myself to a massage, from a guy my neighbor knows. I had no idea what to expect, but that hour was AMAZING and I am totally doing it again. I can’t speak highly enough of Jeff Neer.
The workshop turned out to be great. 5 people–one engineer and a medical doctor! It was interesting for me to get challenging questions and to hear what they (and the others) had to say. They told me I looked like I was “glowing” (from the cleanse). My hip felt like it stayed in place since my session with Jeff too. I really felt physically balanced. I left feeling so good emotionally too. What an amazing day!
After that I was turned onto an easy solution for my leaky tub drain. Yay! A quick run to Home Depot also allowed me to get some keys copied, which was on my list of things to do. The worker who ended up copying them for me was hysterical. He had me laughing the whole time we interacted.
Then I was off for my sushi dinner at Basho in Boston. Ooops, it was game night, but only after circling for a bit parking was located at the Landmark. I ended up splitting a Mowa Kowa unfiltered sake (hey, it’s organic) and got a decent amount of food. Then I split a chocolate lava cake / ice cream. Oh well.
Oh, but then my favorite bartender made me a crazy mixed drink at home, and I downed 2 1/2 glasses. No bath, minus 1 broth, plus a ton of alcohol and a moderate amount of chocolate. But, it WAS flourless. Oh well! I guess the cleanse is officially over.